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memoires of a heroinhead
And What Moved Over the Dying Sun?

A change of light... A ghost of time... an old familiar dance that has you dance some more... But just what moved over the dying sun?

Last Day of the Sun

Crack induced conversation as President Kim Jong Un parades his arsenal of missiles for Western eyes.

A Letter to My Landlord

The author gives notice of leave to his French landlord. The more he writes the worse it gets... X

The Last French Steps

A walking journal of a writer's last days in France

Love's Down Tango

A descent into the madness of love and obsession. X

TThe Junking Ballad

The authoring does some poeming. X

SICK

A litany of foulness and vomit and healing. SICK, we were so fucking sick. X

The Art of Being Poor

Surrounding the telling of the author's journey to buy a packet of discount frozen paella are various tales of poverty and ingenuity...

A Summer on the Cours Gambetta

The author relates his first summer in Lyon and the heroin and beauty and sadness of the Cours Gambetta

Magnolia

The past comes in through the backdoor as the local downcasts arrive at and leave their place of congregation

Le Desespoir dela France p2

A tirade against France and all things French. Originally written to read at L'Olympia in Paris before the Libertines reunion gig. Never finished in time and was much too long anyway. They got a gut load of SICK instead. X

The Night That The Storm Came In

The author makes it through a beautiful and terrible storm. X

A Syllabus of Deceit

The 3rd and final part of the Trey saga. An American foreign language student hooks up with the author in Lyon, France. X

Syllabus of Deceit Part1

The first installment of the Trey saga. A young American foreign exchange student blows into town.

Down on the Low

A missed opportunity at an ATM machine makes for a desperate afternoon to get money to score... X

The Poet's Curse

The trauma of beautiful things. X

So Dog We Were Too

The author takes an evening stroll around the horrors and sadness of a lonely town. X

A Test of Time

While awaiting the results of an HIV test a young addict gets to discussing junk, disease, harm-reduction and the pitfalls of intravenous drug use with an older, dying in-patient.

3000 Days in the Lost

An early precursor of Le Desespoir de la France. The author feels the prison of France and is diseased with nostalgia and longing for home.

On THe Autumn Blows

The author watches the world as he drinks methadone and coffee and the carousel turns

3 degrees of loss

Three pieces about loss following the death of The Man I Called Dad

The Post Junk Dawn

The honeymoon period of heroin addiction has worn off. Welcome sickness, methadone clinics, the diseased and dying...

The Argos Catalogue

3 children experiencing deep poverty show their father what they most want

1000 Deaths of a Girl Named Katie

A middle aged junkie dies and rumours of her death abound

devilcalque700

During a short hiatus from junk the author takes stroll around the local market

2 Stories of the Sea & Love

The author has made it home to London. A boiling pot of cabbage reminds him of the sea. X

rain down

The author and his mother are given the run around while scoring heroin and crack cocaine.

The Debt of Violence

The author's Bulgarian drug dealer shows off his bullet wounds. X

Carry on up to Cuire Street

Mr Peter Doherty comes to Lyon and we were angels for a day. X * See if you can spot the weird line that doesn't work. It has a nice story behind it. Ask and I may tell

The Remains of the Day_edited

The telling of the murder of my Father at the hands of Britain's most infamous serial killer Dennis Nilsen...

Conversation with a Drunk

The Author's mother makes a drunken call to her exiled son. X

The Classifieds: Wants & Needs

Have no idea what the hell this text is. If it's good I wrote it and if it's crap it's someone else's. X

The Bay of Naples

The author goes on a walk through the slums of Naples. X

The Killing Fields

A text about the intentional passing on of blood borne viruses by intravenous drug users.

Love Me Tender in the Ghetto

Young lives try to escape the horrors of a slum housing estate. X

Four to the Power of Zero

The author takes revenge on a scheming junk buddy. X

Dear Alan

A series of letters to an old friend. X

For The Drunks Among Us

From hanging off a tower block to crawling under a police van, the author reminds himself why he must never drink again

Another Night in A&E

The author goes to hospital in France suffering toothache and gets detained for his own safety. X

Tale of a Petty Thief

A very old piece of writing on the colourful life of my stepfather

hunger madness

A short tale of Psychosis... X

The Consequence of Living

Young lives come together through poverty and abuse... X

Dark Shadows of Existence

Those shadows that haunt the conscious mind of the existential.

So Long Johnny

The old school bully gets bullied by life

The Dry Season

As the war in Afghanistan rages away its effects are felt on the streets of London by way of a devastating heroin drought

Poverty of Hope

An old email exchange concerning the original Memoires of a Heroinhead site.

The Dark Part of the Night

A group of junkies make up a congregation while scoring junk in the early hours. The author comes face to face with another part of himself

The Thinman Affair

Toxic heroin hits a junkie called Thinman. A tale of wound botulism and heroin. X

The Oedipus Fix

I forget what this text is about so it's probably not worth the virtual paper that it's not written on...

So Dog We Were

The tale of a bloated culture descending into greed and perversity. X

Fairytale of a Modern Day Pen-pusher

The author gets sacked from his managerial role after his directors find him naked in his mum's bra and a syringe in his leg

Romaticism and French Smack

The very first Memoires post. X

A Modern History of Rotten Teeth

During a train journey from Paris to Lyon, the author recounts how he lost his teeth. X

The Culture of the Needle

The author's journey into intravenous heroin addiction

Le Desespoir de la France

The author lets loose a tirade of abuse at his foreign captor. X

Venison Wild

Something goes bump in the night when young thieves head off to rob a house in the country

Hopping the Wagon pt1

The author manages to quit heroin for almost 3 days. X

The Man Who Looks Like Life

An early precursor to Le Desespoir de La France. French bureacracy and culture begin to wear heavy on the author. X

To the End of Rotten Love

A flawed piece of writing that narrates the murder of an upstairs neighbour.

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